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Dec. 22nd, 2006 @ 01:06 am (no subject)
i got a haircut for the first time in awhile tonight (8+ months), not to mention had my hair died black and feel like i am now a new liberated woman. i no longer belong in a library, but in a punk rock club/riot grrrl show. wow. what a difference. and now im going home for christmas. wish me luck.
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Dec. 15th, 2006 @ 04:30 pm (no subject)
i am so happy that school is finally over for the semester. i worked really hard and im hoping it pays off..i get my grades in an hour and a half. im happy with the doc and the screening went really well i thought. i got offered an internship with banyan and im not sure if i should take it for spring 07, or wait until next fall...ahh what do i do. i can't wait to start relaxing...is that even possible?
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Sep. 14th, 2006 @ 11:52 pm (no subject)
i was sitting behind this dorky kid in my writing for film class today and i saw that his mom (most likely) had written his full name in sharpie right next to the tag of his raincoat.
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Mar. 25th, 2006 @ 02:57 am (no subject)
another night at at the dive..another night of drunken debauchery....i must stop myself why i can.
izzy is over and we are listening to old liz phair...one might consider this amazing and sad..and it is.
i need to get to ny. immediately.
kara i miss you.
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Mar. 25th, 2006 @ 02:51 am (no subject)
i need to become a lesbian again.
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Dec. 17th, 2005 @ 12:41 am (no subject)
another semester is done and over with. i finished with a A-, A-, B+, A-, and B-. i feel like a million fucking dollars. it was pretty anti-climatic though. i spent all that time endless nights working and working and working and then i get my grades like a few hours after classes are over. they could have atleast waiting till monday..keep building the anticipation..anyhow. now i will sit on my ass and do nothing but knit and watch movies and try and keep my apartment clean and practice TM. AMEN!
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Oct. 5th, 2005 @ 11:05 pm (no subject)
so me and tom got a new apartment. finally. we have to go to franco's tomorrow to sign the paperwork and cut the deal. franco is the owner and he owns the pizza shop on 11th and tasker where people sing opera to you while they serve and you eat. the apt is on 7th and federal and it has 3 sets of bay windows and jenna is my neighbor and so is my teacher geoff. and more people im sure. and i cant wait to move in. within the next week or two as long as everything goes smoothly. 1214 spruce r.i.p. to the best times and the worst times. cheers to a new beginning!



p.s. danielle give me a caalll!! i can never get ahold of you. ;(
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Sep. 9th, 2005 @ 08:25 pm (no subject)
i didnt get home until 4 in the morning last night and somehow still made it to work at 7:45. surviving on technically 2 and a half hours of sleep after recovering from a strange mix of night that became so fun and so funny to me inside. jenna's new house is amazing and im really jealous. i didnt know south of washington was still that nice. i cant wait to move its making me sick and now south of washington has definately become an option. we all sat around and smiled and played trivial pursuit (me and joe kicked ass) until we couldnt concentrate on the game anymore from too much wine, cheap sparkling wine and pbr..whatever was your choice. jenna kicked us out at 12:30 because she like me also had work the next morning at 8:00 and needed to get rest but i decided to kick the night up a notch and follow audrey, christopher and joe to "the warehouse" which i dont remember being so strange and fascinating and exactly like the abandoned warehouse where homeless kids and runaways went to in my so called life. but with art on the walls. seeing it so empty was funny considering before we got there there was a metal show going on with a ton of kids. i only drank a beer there..smoked a quarter of a gravity and just took in where the fuck i was and who i was sitting at a round table with/on the roof with/on the dirty couches with. they said they recycle their furniture once a week (its all trashpicked) -- i could never live like that. 30 kids live there? shit. i want to write or paint about what i remember of it because i forgot that places like that maybe do exist outside of television shows and movies. (lifetime movies) we watched some kids student films which were just ok and watched 3 boys build a half pipe in the house over the course of a few hours. i lost audrey at the end of the night and me and joe got lost finding the exit. i took a cab home and he followed behind me on his bike racing to keep up. he lost. last night made me realize i actually like to hang out with people and have a good time without letting "responsibilities" get in the way...school, work, shit.
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Aug. 25th, 2005 @ 07:57 pm (no subject)
i just found a note in my drawer in (my) barely understandable cursive reading "the whole thing is a vagina". I need to know (remember) what this means. it was a brilliant idea.
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Aug. 25th, 2005 @ 04:52 pm (no subject)
school starts in less than a week. thank god. this summer turned into one gigantic boring repetitive fake nightmare - besides the records, books and heavy pot smoking. which actually ended up contributing to the boring repetitive fake nightmare. i need some peer interaction. i have been chatting too much with middle aged mothers and transexual hookers. i hate who i become when i have to smile all day and say hi to everyone. its this zombie elyse that is hard to turn off - and i hate to have it turned on when im actually talking to someone that i actually like and dont have to serve and cater to. so basically that means that i never want to work in the service industry again in my life. i need to be on the other side of the counter in the future. i need to make new or rekindle my old friendships...not that the friendships are gone i just havent seen anyone from philly this summer besides tom and joe. jesus im so lame. and i need it to change because my brain has been ready to explode like it is leaking through this computer right now. ahhhhhhhhhh. i need a cigarette..actually i need a joint. i need my creative juices to flow. i cant depend on early 90s indie/grunge rock for inspiration anymore.
to go to hail social/rainer maria or not to go is the question.
thumbs pointing down? i dont even think i like them anymore. i kind of feel like people watching/listening in on young r5 fans though...it can get pretty interesting. maybe ill just sit across the street outside or like sit on the steps of the church drunk and smoking cigarettes. oh wait i dont need to go there to do that i can just walk past the spruce dorms.
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Aug. 14th, 2005 @ 10:11 pm (no subject)
ive been so antisocial lately i havent even been able to say hi to my friend livejournal. have kept busy in this past month..saw liz phair, went to see conan, bought a ton of shit from ebay, and watched alot of movies. liz phair: amazing. i drank a little too much wine though and it made time fly..she played everything i like from exile in guyville and alot from white chocolate space egg. it was good to see izzy too. conan: one of the best experiences of my life. we were sitting in the front row and me and tom were on tv. kate hudson was lame but paul rudd was hot and funny and nice and conan was ridiculous. when he first came out to shake peoples hands and introduce himself, blah blah blah i couldnt stop laughing at how weird of a guy he looks in real life. like a plastic older version of a kewpie doll but only very tall and skinny. donald trump was sitting in the audience. i also couldnt stop laughing becuase of that. ebay: i bought a vintage suitcase turntable that works like a gem and cannot stop buying records to play. where am i getting all this money from? who knows. me and tom just got back from seeing last days - i dont think i can really comment yet...ask me in a few hours after i take time to digest a little bit more. its fucking hot as balls out here. school starts in two weeks. what the fuck am i doing?
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Jul. 21st, 2005 @ 10:06 pm (no subject)
when i was coming home on the (packed) bus from new york after visiting my sister this weekend this really short sweaty dorky 17-21 year old boy with a 2 day unshaven face and zits sat next to me (must give a mental picture)..and he pulled out his g4 imac and started watching movies on his lap while i fell asleep probably falling ontop of him a litle bit..well anyway....i thought he was probably a good person to sit next to because he was so small and didnt take up more than his seat...anyway..he got off at mt laurel and i look over to get up and stretch just as the bus is pulling away and i see he left his cd case with all of his movies in it. i am now the owner of practically every x files and star trek the next generation episodes and a disc of shaolin soccer?
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Jul. 14th, 2005 @ 05:00 pm (no subject)
last night was dinosaur jr. it was the first time ive been to the electric factory since i saw the smashing pumpkins there in like 2000. it now looks kind of like a casino. right when we got there this guy pulled out some shrooms holding them up in broad daylight asking us if "we were good". weird. tom lost his wallet so we couldnt go to the balcony and bar which was our plan so we had to actually be real people at a show and stand next to sweaty people that create mosh pits. but the crowd was pretty tame because everyone was over 30. sort of. broken social scene sounded like shit because of the pa. in fact the whole show kind of sounded like shit because im guessing the electric factory has really bad sound equiptment? they played good you just couldnt hear it sound good. dinosaur jr came on and i was suprised at how fat j got and how hot lou barlow looks (in a weird substitute teacher way). my 90's wet dream came true. almost. then we went to mcglinchys (me tom and nick) and called jenna and she came with her other friend nick and then dave came and it was all one big family and really enjoyable. stayed till they had to kick us out and didnt get home until like 2:45. nights like that are what summers should consist of.
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Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 08:46 pm (no subject)
i stubbed my toe in the same spot on the same miniture fridgerator within 5 minutes apart from each happening. my foot is killing me.
i bought tickets today for broken social scene/dinosaur jr. i talked to the girl at the box office and she said that more than half of the tickets are still available. i hope its not crowded. im really excited. i just want to live in the 1990's for the rest of my life.
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Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 08:54 pm (no subject)
Current Music: the love song from bed of roses
today i finally got the lock cut off my bike. and it took the locksmith a long time. everyone shold go out and buy an onguard lock for their bike..you will not be able to destroy them. it took him 45 minutes and like 5 different power tools and it cost 165.00. HAHAHA because the lock company is reimbursing me. tomorrow is my birthday. whipdedoo. yesterday i borrowed team america from nick because he kept on saying how good it was and i watched about half of it and fell asleep after that but it was really funny. they did a good job with detail. i have a headache so im feeling cynical and out of patience. not time to talk. i keep putting off and making excuses for meeting up with my parents. oh well. im exausted. did i mention before that elton john was amazing? me and tom are going to see war of the worlds tonight at the roxy. i cant decide if i like that theater or not. this weekend im planning on visiting the grounds for sculpture (everyone should go there) and also join the gym and take some vitamins. im turning white.
another vacation is in the process. canada
p.s. stella has given me a reason to live!!!! i didnt think they could do it but they did.
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Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 12:13 am (no subject)
i went to live 8 this weekend and the highlight was will smith singing the prince of bell air themesong. we took lots of pictures and even got stuck in a semi hysterical claustrophoic mess of people who were having panic attacks when the black eyed peas went on. i will elaborate on the next post. will also remember to elaborate on broken/dead car situation and getting stuck in nj, grandma's house, and new hot haircut. pictures next! im too tired to care about the situation of my life.
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Jun. 20th, 2005 @ 11:34 pm (no subject)
i cant stop fighting this week. i feel like every word that comes out of my mouth towards tom is either something negative or mean. he's been what i consider a real dickhead. and its called him being bored and me wanting more..not from him but just from my life right now. we can't seem to hang out anymore without getting into an argument. and hes out drinking with andrew and nick and im not up to that after working all day and then having to work in the morning early and he doesnt understand that and makes me feel bad for wanting him to hang out with me instead of his friends - of whom i love to hang out with except for the fact that im sick of sitting in a room watching people drink and get stupid. im jsut sick of being lonely every single night and then getting shit for calling him throughout the night because it makes him look stupid. whatever. im just over all of the stupid stuff - the drinking the depression the unemployment - its like killing me and making me feel like a peice of shit. and whats even worse is talking to a person who does everything he can to avoid confrontation. FUCK! i cant deal with this anymore.
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Jun. 15th, 2005 @ 07:57 pm (no subject)
1) Using your Current Initials, choose a different name for yourself:
extreme championship wrestling

2) If you were born outside of your era, when would you want to be born and why?
so that i could be a teenager in like the late 1980s just because it looks fun in movies

3) If you ran a store, what would you sell/have?
a restaurant with really good breakfast food

4) What part in a movie would you love to play?
lelaina pierce from reality bites

5) In your opinion, why do people suck?
because theyre bored

6) If you had your own state, what would you put on your new quarter?
the inside of a bowling alley

7) What's the oldest article of clothing you own?
this shirt that is from my sisters kindergarten class that says something about graduating in 2000and it has a worm and an apple on it. its in my drawer

8) What piece of furniture have you replaced the most?
my tv

9) What instrument do you wish you could be more than great at?
i wish i could learn the guitar and get better at the piano

10) Record, Tape or CD?
itunes

11) What do you think would be the best concert ever?
queen in the late 70s/early 80s

12) What is the best part of your favorite movie(s)?
i just watched fire walk with me yesterday and realized that my new current favorite moment is when bobby does this backwards dance into the high school as do other passerbys without you even realizing it. however thats not my favorite movie..hmmm..the beginning of weekend at bernies

13) What do you think is the most over-rated candy ever?
kit kat bars ??

14) If you were writing out your will, who would you give your CD collection to?
um no one would want mine the cds have turned to garbage except for a few which would go to my kids i guess or like a used cd store

15) If you could only debate two topics the rest of your life, what would they be?
twin peaks and the beatles

16) Out of your friends, who would you say you are most jealous of, artistically?
i wouldnt be jealous of a friends art

17) Most jealous of....intellectually?
we're not intellectuals

18) What do you collect?
dvds, magazines, investments

19) What is broken that you have, that you wish was fixed?
my dvd player

20) What do you do when you're home sick?
watch daytime tv, take a benedryl and sleep

22) Story behind your username?
its from when i had qtiphead syndrome with really short black mod boy hair when i was like 14 or 15 and opened this account

23) Current Favorite Article of Clothing?
black sweater with holes in it

24) Line from the last thing you wrote for someone?
????

25) A famous person you have met?
jenny lewis at good dog..troop beverly hills came up

26) Last thing you bought for yourself?
diet sprite and a newspaper
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Jun. 14th, 2005 @ 08:20 pm (no subject)
i had alot of fun last night at this bar called the dive. i went to work this morning but then left at 9:30 because i couldnt stop coughing and i had a sore throat. and when i came home tom was acting all weird and then he said that him joe andrew and nick were going to get me a present. tom bought me a fucking piano. CAN YOU BELIVE THAT? it will totally change my current life and i have the best boyfriend ever. seriously.
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Jun. 12th, 2005 @ 11:31 am (no subject)
i just found out that liz phair is playing 2 shows at the world cafe live like a day after they went on sale and both shows are almost sold out..i got my tickets...WHERE IS IZZY WHEN YOU NEED HIM?!
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